2/06/2007
I'm jealous of guys...
That they can openly go out or go to their friend's house late and night and all they have to do before that is just to call back and say: "Tonight I'm not coming home!"... so much freedom...
Their general cost of living is pretty low?... dun see them spending so much money on accessories compared to gers....
That they can despise but fear not of sexual assaults or harassments...
That they enjoy the company of "brothers"... (somehow I like "brothers" more than gers calling me jie mei... somehow they seem more sincere... maybe it's just becoz there's someone calling me jie mei but don't seem to treat me as one...or maybe it's also becoz I already have 2 genuine ones at home?... Someone just told me I'm a brother... I feel flattered... I dunno why =) )
But somehow I like myself as a ger...
I don't need to be kidnapped by the government...
I enjoy getting protected and pampered by gentlemen...
I enjoy dressing up for myself... and him... who appreciates (I know you're reading this =) )
I don't have the burden to initiate... being a Non-21st Century gal myself...
Mum used to wonder whether should I have been born a guy instead... I wonder too... oh well... despite some of the limitations... if you ask me to choose again for next life... I'll rather be a ger still =)
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